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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

/pics later on

/okay prick.
ima being a prick tis few days and gna b another prick fo th next few days.
hav a damn freaking lousy mood these few days.
bad pms bad pms :/
so better dun make me you prick.
forgive me fo being a sucker fo these few days.
cos i really undercontrol right now.
fo awhile, i'll tink tt everyones angel in my world and fo th next sec, everyones a freak.
reallyreally.
ima tired easily & ima gna b damn easily pissed. mayb fo sth else and worst still, fo nth else.
or jus one effing sleep , ima lidat. so ignored and jus treat me invisible.

and yea, i hate sch right now. freaking now. i love sch cos frens and i hate sch cos studies. manxcz comeon. izzit 2pid to hate sch when you've to go to sch every single freaking day? yeaa it is. so ima an idiot here hating sch. bt nahhh, i hate sch jus these few days and aft tt i'll b alright. ima sure.

hating sch cos;
exams coming.
fucking lots test coming up.
and i literally failed most of it; effed up.
tt freaking maths test result really make me feel so suckish towards my studies.

and every single shitty day, i've to sleep @least once. manczx comeon ? wads wrong here? sth's wrong here. sth's wrong here. i nid pill to wake me up every single seconds and tell me, pls tell me ' idiot amanda, you better wake up and concentrate b4 you really absolutely regret. '
jeez.

and i effing hate studies becos i hav tt fucking short attention span right here. yea in my head and tts it, tt is, tts why, tts th freaking big probs here which carrys me to everything above.

screw it. feeling suckish, feeling lousy.
isn't it 2pid fo a NA student to stress fo studies? effing hell. comeon.
fo th 1st time ima lidat and jus bcos im affected by tt shitty maths test.

okay ima sorry.
sorry fo myself tt i cant cope with stress.
ima tt person tt i cant even cope with stress. so better dun giv me stress or i'll hate you.
alil of stress and i'll tink tt its a bigprobs lik disorder? comeon? ima idiots. being spoilt .
cos all iknow its abt playandplayandplayandLAUGH. and yea tts it. i laugh i play. fail? i still laugh and play and tts it. tis is wad i deserve alr man. jeeeez.

hate it hate it.
i'll b fine reaal soon. i guess. ima hoping./

it'll b best tt you b there.
yeaa, there's you.
and you'll b there.
right?

okay so, hey , HAPPYBIRTHDAY RYAN <3
so on sun, went tis zai's house to hav his bday celebrated ~
and was lik spending time there eating! reading story books & talking w ALVINA JIEJIE~ ; Eveerything'll b fine of cos! C:

okay yesterdayesterday!
sch, dnt and went out ALVINA JIEJIE to eateateateat HKxingwang :O
niceee ~ bt was lik damn freaking fulll! manxcz! too much milkmilk :/
and yeaa thnks t tt ryan aye? treating us bcos he got 100+ fo his bday's present manxcz comeon! rich guy rich guy! jokelaughandmaybghhhossst ~ haaa okay great~

Beeen out with XIAOKEAI these few days aft class fo our latelate lunch!
okay, ima gna return all th debt i have w her! manxc damn lots! and now i know why lots of $ in your poc becos , reallyreally, no money its really damn pathetic :/ really it is. and i finally feel it now. wanna buy a cinn melt, tt freaking 60cents i dun even hav == so was like ZZZZ ~
and you know, you've a damn nice concern to show bt you jus dun wanna show idunno why ~ show it out manxcz! im gna b inlove you lik hellllll ~
bt still,
i<3you~
haaaa*laughs~

okok, quickly post and do my stuff alr. ~
shit, tired :X

DoNe || 7:09 PM