Cherish And Treasure

Things are not th same what i wanted..
Saturday, July 31, 2010

I wonder when it is gonna happen

Out of all th things in life,

Half of it is not alive

I can feel it all left abandon

I've worry enough for all th things

But fact and fact is not changing,

But I'll still keep on moving..

darkness doorway,

im gna get thru it and find my brightest door to lead my way

today,

yes, right,

sch day of cos as usual.

bt today's different.

,tell yourself th previous nite wad you plan to do& you gna do fo tomoro's morning, and im sure even if your heart asked you not to do tis becos tis is wrong, you'll still do it. Lots of xcuse given to your heart and den it'll accept it.

yea so, my plan fo today's morning @previous nite, is to late fo sch.

&yea, im late today. so late.

becos i told myself, i'll go to school. bt until i get m.y m.i.n.d s.o.r.t.e.d o.u.t.

cos if i dun, school is useless, frens is useless, whoever and wadever you're or izzit, is useless.

why?

yea, becos...

if i dun, i'll started to make trouble fo everyone and everything and den th whole world is useless to me.

if i dun, i'll ignored everyone and everything and den i tink i've wasted one day of learning&laughing.

if i dun, i'll do everything and anything so badly till i get nth.

and if i dun, i tink i went to sch tis freaking early morning tt i've alr woke up @6, i should b staring @spaces, blankly, sleeping, and try to sort IN SCH while noone could. unless w nobody ard.

who gna sort their mind with so many ppl ard you?

you cant im sure.

Thnks Yashi, fo th always listener&advicer (: <3

Thnks Lesley fo th superb touching letter yea i swear haaa~ <3

yeaa, so tt freaking om din keep his words :/
cos he said he's not gna inform and den @last still send a msg to my parents ~
succccks ~ still th same you assh~
and den i get scolded HAAA ~

~ din go fo zhps open house today sia:/

lik alil wasted:X

okay, so luckily i didnt wasted today.

went LOT aft tt with JOCELIN&LESLEY

and went to watch MOVIE~

okay, i dun lik tt show :X

cos its not my type bt with JOCELIN ard, we're th one laughing lik mad ~

she's trying to put character as us lik wad KAIMING told her!

its freaking funny HAHHAHA !

yeaa, i wanna watch aftershock with my family soon ~

gna watch despicable me, rent(?)

i wanna watch th ghost show ~ japan or korea? forgotten~ bt dunno when?

ahhh ~ its all abt moviee ~

yes i really wanna watch movie~ bt not on particular day which i dun wan. see my mood (: alrights, i promise, aft i get wad i wanna related to movie, i'll watch with you(:

bt i dunno when ~

haaa ~ it'll happen okay (: believesbelieves*

okay, jus now ~

went to eat somekind of dinner right behind my house~ yeaa, so its nearrrrr ~

and ahhh ~ tot Lim's family all would come, bt only 1 :/

heeck ~ ruins my qidaigan manxcz!

bt still, was okay ~ (:

thnks KimYew fo letting my confirm wad/which should i take ~ now i know ~

freakkkkkkkkkkk!

camp! aft 1 2 days!

afraid cant go. i dun wan go, bt im afraid cant go LOL

meaning, hope nth happen till aft th camp! pls begging ~

cos im confirm im going alr, dun wanna wasted tt chance :X

yeaa,

gna remind sth.

oh i tink im gna go LOT tomoro or mayb bbp, see how's my mood to get my stuff!

been saying and thinking so long and den im still haven get it!

Reminders~

- Eng compo

- Shoelace

- Backbag ; camp

yeaa, been forgetting all these these few days!

goddd~ my memory is absolutely suck enough ~

how am i gna work on it manxcz ~ haaa

teach me! if you think your memory are reaaaaaal good ~

excerise it lik wad you did to get your muscle? comeon, no~

if you tink its enough jus becos lidat,

den wads call mine?

shouldnt b letting it die long ago?

i know i should.

bt i couldnt.

DoNe || 12:37 AM