Cherish And Treasure

Shouldnt Turn to be Like Tis
Thursday, July 15, 2010

yea, tts th steps im taking.

always on it.

always stepping each step up&down.

bt until now, i still cant reach th top.

i dunno why.

im falling right down on th bottom now.

make it as tomoro up to th 1st, 2nd step & 3rd, 4th.. 5th.. 6th.. 7th....

today's not my day.

absolutely not my freaking day.

im not myself, so im sorry

im not laughing as always

im not smiling as always

im not looking as always

im not behaving as always

im not doing my things as always

im not bloody hell myself as always

i tink i'vent got enough sleep~

moodswing? comeon, no.

i been thinking today

i been faking today

i been trying today

i been doing today

i been throwing today

i been weird today

i been bloody hell not myself today.

bt i learnt sth today.

i not yet know too.

until my search success.

all i can say is, today jus not me

all i can say is, im sorry

all i can say is, its my probs

all i can say is, i suck today

all i can say is, im weird today, yea i know

all i can say is, all on above equal to im not happy today, simple.

i fell again.

no, not i did not.

yes, i did.

bt im gna make it jus tt lil while.

i fell,

bt confident pull me up& move me on b4

im gna search wads next to make me move on.

not gna b confident again, cos tts th ending i know.

im not gna fall, cos wad im searching will make me go on.

bt i'll fall, if i search nth anymore

its okay, i understand

DoNe || 11:48 PM