希望, 期待, expectations means nth.
cos wad i expecting,wishing,looking forward, it wont ever happen.
那場戲將是我最大的罪我必須需要面對的
its more than i can take..
fucking hell.
why izzit looking at your pic make me feel so hurt and wanna cry?
and why am i so agitated?
i should b smiling at it. bt no, no, i dunno why im not.
every fucking nite i've to wake up all so suddenly in th middle of nite, kicking, punching, screwing up th walls, th pillow, th blanket, th bed, th air. i dunno why.
one day, one day, i swear, i'll screw myself up. screw myself so badly.
prick,
i should b sleeping sweetly and soundly. bt no, not, i dunno why im not.
tt feeling is not good. tt feeling hurts bad. tt feeling changes me . tt feeling tired me out badly. tt feeling stops me from things tt i wanted to do tt will make me laugh to cry. tt feeling..
tt feeling...
tt feeling...
tt feeling..
tt feeling kills me badly..
DoNe || 9:58 PM